Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Surrender

Main jo zindagi ka malaal hun,
Main jo tishnagi ka sawaal hun,
Na palat mujhay tu yun dekh kar,
Main teray hi ishq ka jalaal hun,

Mujhay dast-e-shauq say tu chhu bhi lay,
Meri rooh main zara jhaank lay,
Na tu ja mujhay yun chor kar,
Main teri nazr ka hi kamaal hun,

Mujhay dekh tu zara ghaur say,
Zara yaad kar wo nafratain,
Jinhayn khandaron main badal diya,
Unhiin mehlon ka main saraab hun,

Meri bandagi ka sila tou day,
Meray marz ki dawaa tou kar,
Na yeh zindagi mujhay chahiyay,
Teray dil ka ab bhi qaraar hun,

Main jo aag hun, main jo aab hun,
Janay kis gunah ka sawaab hun,
Jo main ji gaya tou bhi tera hi,
Jo main khaak hun, teray naam hun

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Random

Na pucho haal mera gulshan-e-veeran main kaisa hai,

Jalaa kar raakh kar do meray iss jasd-e-khaki ko,

Alam deewangi ka lay kar chalnay nikla jo shahpar,

Nahi hai zauq ab ishq-o-junoon ka meray saaqi ko,

Karakti bijlion say kya ho gharz ab humain ay dost,

Na ashk-e-naa'tawaan larzay ga ab, na hogi beqarari ab,

Thi jannat iss zameen par jo ataa ki teray Rab nay yun,

Waheen hathon pay lahoo chhaya, hain ab sil chukay yeh lab,

Jo lagti chot dil par hai, tou hota dard tujh ko bhi,

Jo zakhm-e-bewafai ho, tou khoo'n mera bhi behta hai,

Bataa ay zalim-e-naadaan teray aa'inay main kyun,

Kahiin ehsaas-e-jurm ki tarha ik khauf rehta hai,

Jo hai tu, main hun wo aks teri zindagani ka,

Nahi kuch bhi tou farq hum main, hai ik hi jurm yaan sub ka,

Aa kholain aankh sach ki taraf hum, hai waqt kuch hi baqi,

Likhain maazi, wo wirsa jo mit gayaa kab ka,

Yeh dharti maangti hai sila kuch hi wafa ka bus,

Utha lay hath, Rab hum sub ko janta tou hai,

Karain tauba jo ab hum iss hayaat-e-haywaan say,

Nadaamat main giray ashk hon, wo manta tou hai

P.S: No idea what I wanted to write :D

P.P.S: I know it ain't very good :D

Reminisence

Carry on, just wait a while,
Hold on, just let it go,
Hold your breath, take a sigh,
Keep it in, just let it flow

Through happy smiles, let yourself mourn,
Through tears and moans, live up again,
Through joyous moments, let the darkness seep,
Through agony cold, obsession deep,

Under blazing shades, under chilling sun,
Your bleeding heart, a bond here torn,
Look up the black sky, horizon crimson red,
Here you shall be, now reborn

The Blessing of My Life

Sinking deep inside the shadows in my mind,
I call out again to you, the blessing thine,
Oh, mother, kind and benevolent so,
Your presence shall always make my eyes shine,

Do not leave me all alone on this path unknown,
May you dwell in my heart forever and more,
You feel I am strong enough to be on my own,
Forget not, I am still your child, not more,

My will shakes and my steps unsure,
I hope for the warmth of your guiding hand,
I ask not much but your merciful grace,
Without you, I shall be alone in this foreign land,

Kind you are, to let me be free, to learn to fly,
Maybe it is just me, not ready by now,
Each day I shall brave my way through the croud,
Each night, in a prayer for you, I shall bow

A blessing are you for me, my world,
Cool shade in the burning sun, bare feet I must go on,
Just remember this forever, words I have not enough,
Your son shall always call for you, forever, and ever, just for one

Disgrace

I take my fall, a plunge into the abyss,
Bless me with your light, let me live again,
Fallen is this angel, disgraced and forsaken,
Shallow heart has become my bane,

Beg I do, for forgiveness, oh Lord,
I could not understand, your grace exalted true,
Let redemption to my sin be my salvation,
Let your light pierce my soul through,

Lost I have this honor to ask of you,
My eyes shed tears of blood and soul,
I beg you, embrace me once again,
Leave me not, make me whole

Help, I'm Alive!

Help, I'm alive, can anybody hear me?
Help, I'm alive, come on now and set me free,
I been waiting here all along, love,
Help, I'm alive, in your arms I just want to be,

It's the fear in my heart that keeps pushing me,
To be everything, or nobody, I'm hangin' on, don't you see?
I'll turn the world upside down, if you're just here,
Paint a new earth with my weak hands, a dream I will always keep,

Let's erase the shadows and bring in some sun here,
Let's put some smiles on all the sad faces now,
Let's join hands and fly high above the sky,
'tis your subtle touch I need, to let me be,

Help, I'm alive, can anybody hear me?
Help, I'm alive, come on now and set me free,
I been waiting here all along, love,
Help, I'm alive, in your arms I just want to be,

There is no reason to live here without you,
I never knew this world could be so cruel,
But now I've got to open my eyes, so true,
Now I've got to live, breathe and see,

Help, I'm alive, can anybody hear me?
Help, I'm alive, hey there now, set me free,
I been waiting here for eternity, love,
Help, I'm alive, in your arms I just want to be

Reprise

Wo jo mo'tabar thay zamaan main yun,
Liay khwaabon main ik tishnagi,
Wohi aaj banda e naatawaan,
Wohi jo thay teri hi aabru,

Inhayn yaad kar, ay ma'ay jaawedaan,
Yeh wohi deewana e aashiqui,
Yeh wohi peer e kaamilaan,
Jo kabhi jahaan main thay surkhuru,

Jo thay khwaab apni hi jholi main,
Liay cheekh main teri khaamushi,
Banay saa'il phirtay hain chaar su,
Wohi jo thay teri hi aarzu,

Likha kartay muqaddar lakeeron main,
Labon pay uthaye teri fasurdagi,
Jalay aaj jaise parwana sa,
Wohi jo thay teri hi justuju